Right now I'm waiting. And I'm getting very bored. I've waited for days... will today end it? I have tried pulling away. I always get pulled back. Description? Well, I can't make it obvious for obvious reasons...
I remember saying that I would like the person most like me. For a moment I thought I had found her. Yes it's a her... And umm... I don't appreciate someone making a joke about mirrors and me right about now. Well since I saw that there was a chance, naturally, I took it. I realize that I can't judge a person from just looks or speaking/writing style so I attempted to get closer. Look, I'm not finding a girlfriend, just a person who resembles me. Stuff like that can wait.
Sadly, my approaches did not go without difficulty. If I counted the number of times I wanted to give up, I would fail. But then... she has a way of drawing me back. It's almost as though she's split. But that's highly unlikely. She's just rude in the politest way. Put it this way, if someone disturbs me when I'm busy, chances are, I'll reply when I see the message (if I do see it), which may take quite a while sometimes. I won't hide my irritation though, if im irritated, or joy if I'm happy. I'll just drop hints in my language. She takes kinda long to reply, but her replies are polite... and they give hope.
I'm bored... and she still hasn't taken the cue yet. Does she know? Does she choose to ignore? These things are usually not so vague... or maybe it's just because I care more? Well it's about time for me to give up yet again. If she does something to draw me back... I'll be... amazed...
Just pretend this post never existed =)
